I am in a limbo right now, I might be losing my job, am not sure, but I really have a bad feelings about my work status. I think I will be terminated anytime soon, I wasn't able to go to work for three days, and I don't why can't anyone let me know what is my current status. I don't what God is planning for me, But I am hoping if I lose this job hopefully not this week am hoping next month. I will be ready for the lose. I am going to see Jersey today, hope she knows about my status, I no longer want any surprises, especially if its a bad news. I wish things will be better. I am promising that I'll make it up later. I can't really make a better decision for myself. I am always unsure, well anyway life cant give any security at all. It is possible that everything can be taken away from in just a snap. Well if I will lose my job, there must be a good reason.
Another reason why am so feeling down today, theres no way for you to have good friends who will always be there for you. I realized that you can never depend on anyone else. I feel so bad and I have done bad as well. I just wish I can change, change for a better. I know I have a lot of things to consider. I always have short term goal, probably thats why I never have anything long lasting. I just wish I can do something that will make me proud about myself.
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