Never Quit

I have this tendency to quit and hide when things get rough. I just came from work and it was not a good day for me. I have two pending suspension just because I had an honest mistake. I work in a call center, you might think its just easy to sit and talk to customers over the phone. It was never easy, most of them are hard to talk to. But the challenge is there and it helps me improve my communication skills. I can't say am articulate but am working on it. It feels nice to have those people believe on you and appreciate the help you offered. But it doesn't always that way.
And theres a lot of metrics to hit and standards to meet. Oh well, part of the job is to do sales. I am more into helping customers and sensitive on their needs. Its stressful yet challenging. I will stop quiting, I swear I will never stop until I get what I want. I am tired of being a loser . Starting today thing will change.. Everything will change. I am up for the challenge in every aspect of my life.

Starting All Over Again

It's hard to write again, I don't know where to start. I stopped writing because all I could write was the saddest part of my life. It was just the badness and the heartaches thats I have been through..
Things has changed a bit. I have reasons to smile each day. I may not be totally happy with my with life but am working on it. Happiness is a state of mind, no one can let you down if you wont let them. It was disappointing that I have became worst when I was with someone who I thought will be there for me completely. Am embracing the old me, full of life and hope. I will be happy again with or without someone. My happiness will not be relied on someone. There is a lot of ways to make me feel good about myself. And am bringing back the old me. Gray sky is already behind me and looking for a brighter horizon.